Un_

on Saturday February 2, 2008 2307h by Jonathan
in Life, NS

I’m feeling rather unmotivated and uninspired as of late. Only God knows why. Its not emo per say, and its definitely not sheer laziness (or at least I really hope its not). But I feel i’m lagging behind in the tasks I set myself out to accomplish as of late.

On the upside, my neurons have been rather active, thinking about a great deal of things that I don’t believe should be troubling me at such an age.

Then again the combination of hyperactive neurons and uninspired flesh isn’t doing wonders for my self confidence and subsequently my self esteem. Kinda makes me want to fade into the background for a bit and just let the world pass me by. Kinda. At least it does sound tempting doesn’t it?

And now I find myself talking to myself.

Emo post? Me emo??

Nah, can’t be.

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3 Responses to “Un_”

sq on February 2nd, 2008 11:26 pm

denial! haha. live with it pal!
Aaron on February 2nd, 2008 11:55 pm

I’ve been feeling the same.

But you have a reason, you’re in NS! That means alot. And besides, i’m sure tonnes of people probably felt the same when they’re in NS.

I feel that NS is like a stasis phase in your life. You want to move on, but you feel like something is holding you back.

Some people find salvation only through ORD. Some people study while they’re at it.

Depending on your vocation, i suggest you make the most out of it..~

Aaron
Jonathan on February 6th, 2008 12:08 am

SQ: lalalalala… =p

Aaron: Thanks for commenting! =) But nah, i’m not yet in NS.. Going to be real soon though. heh.

Though its probably the case of pre-NS jitters that’s affecting me. =)