Hole in the heart
Yepp. Still sad of the passing of my grandma. But now its like the feeling is different. Not gone. Different.
I think its shifting from missing her dearly (which I still do) to that of knowing she’s always around me, watching. Thats good I guess.
Speach Day tomorrow, gonna be funny receiving prize in smart casual attire while (almost) everyone else will be wearing their college’s blazer if not the VJ blazer, but thats the choice I made when I left VJ. But thats for another day.
Starting to feel the pressure of exams, which are on the 1st to 3rd Aug. Sigh, time to start mugging again…