Holding back
My appeal (to Poly) will only be known come end of the month. So that means more time in VJ for me till I know if I’m staying or going..
That in itself is a wonderful thing. The culture is warm, the environment condusive, and its basically a nice place to be in. But for me, at the current moment in time, its not. Thanks to the late appeal results, I have no idea if I’ll be accepted or not.
That means lessons as usual, but I can not, no, I WILL not commit to any exco postitions / project groups / CCAs (like ODAC sadly). I really don’t want to caus any problems or reshuffling if I do go Poly. Its just not fair to the friends i’ve made and esp those I know.
So I find myself back to the days of dilemmas and conflicting thoughts.
But all other things aside, its truly a blessing to be in VJ.