Optimism?

on Monday March 21, 2005 1805h by Jonathan
in Education

The basis of optimism is sheer terror.
Oscar Wilde

Posting results due out 8am tomorrow morning, and i think i’m optimistic about where I will be posted to. Yupp. I’m shit scared.

I’m scared that I’ll get VJ.
I’m scared that I’ll get Poly.
I’m scared that I’ll have to drop what enjoyment I have and get down to work if I get VJ.
I’m scared that I’ll have another 2 months to slack before slacking some more in Poly.
I’m scared of not feeling welcome in VJ.
I’m sacred of having to make myself feel welcome in Poly.
I’m S-C-A-R-E-D.

Why do I let my feelings run my life? I guess its because I’m shit scared.

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