Looking forward, looking back…

on Sunday February 27, 2005 1640h by Jonathan
in Life, Victoria School

Shall make this quick, gotta decide what my order of choices will be for poly.. Had better do it today as I don’t think I be in the mood to do so tomorrow..

Looking forward in time to tomorrow, when the O Level Results will be released, I can only look back at my Sec 4 Life…

Did I really put in my best for the Os? Did I get myself involved in too many other things? Did I make best use of the time after Prelims to get my act together? Did I slack too much the past 2 years? Did I focus on what was important? Did I put my best foot forward? Did I strive enough?

Which brings me to looking forward again…

Will I do well for the Os? Will I get ‘good’ grades? Will I dissapoint myself, my parents, teachers and school? Will I be satisfied with what I get? Will I feel elated or defeated? Will I even allow myself to feel defeated? Will that 1 piece of paper be displayed proudly for all time to come? Did I make it?

They say that when your’e about to move to greener pastures (kick the bucket), you’ll see your entire life flash before you, like a flash slideshow of memories.. As I had my bath this morning, I saw my life flash before me. Only thing is that it only included my time in VS.. Is that a good sign?

I could go on and on about what I’m feeling, but i’m limited in terms of server space and bandwidth. Besides, if you have read this far, you’ll prob be getting your results too, thus making it pointless for me to describe.

Funny thing how after 4 years of Secondary School, all that you have got to prove your worth is about 24 hours of writing on pieces of paper in an air conditioned room.. Even more so how after it all, all you get is a piece of paper with your name and numbers on it.

Oh well, I presume that is life, which is like a box of chocolates (appologies for the clique).. You never know what you’re gonna get, but whatever the case, you’ve just gotta swollow it and move on…………………

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